June 1, 2009

Telling Work

I have so much anxiety about telling my work that I'm pregnant. I LOVE my job and the thought of not having it scares me to death! My bosses arent big on taking time off, heck one of them never even takes a vacation (except for this year)! I don't want to be replaced either. My biggest fear is that even if they get someone to just fill in for me while I am out, they will really like that person and then think that they don't need me anymore. I'm not sure why I'm afraid of this, b/c I know how much my bosses like me and my work. I need to just suck it up and thats what I did. I told them. I only really cried in front of one of them. The other two I got teary but didnt' cry. They seem to be really understanding and all told me congratulations!! I feel so much better now! They all said that they would work with me and I would have a job after maternity leave. Now its just a matter of how long I'll be out and who will sub in for me! But at least I have one anxiety out the door now.

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